The Media Line 'Exclusive: 'Headlines Are Saying We Shot Starving Civilians' but Israeli Reservist Tells TML 'It Was a Violent Attempt To Overrun the Corridor'

In the quiet outskirts of Tel Aviv, a combat reservist of the Israel Defense Forces (IDF), who, for security reasons, will be referred to only as “Y”, is between rounds of duty after completing more than 300 days of reserve service since October 7. In an exclusive interview with The Media Line, he recounts what he saw during one of the most contested incidents of the war, challenging headlines that claimed Israeli soldiers opened fire on starving civilians.

Access into Gaza has been limited, and foreign press have been unable to enter Gaza to tell the story accurately. Sources within Gaza have reported limited access to food and other necessities. The Coordinator of Government Activities in the Territories (COGAT) reports that 950 humanitarian aid trucks are ^[1]currently stalled outside of Gaza, ^[1] which may contribute to the food scarcity in the Gaza Strip.

While the Israeli army has acknowledged that mistakes occur amid the fog of war and that serious incidents are subject to internal review, “Y” emphasizes that his account is based solely on what he witnessed during his deployment. “I’m not saying everything always goes right—we’re people, and people make mistakes,” he notes. “But where I was, I didn’t see what the news are claiming. I saw something very different.”

The soldier’s latest deployment placed him not in combat with enemy terrorists, but guarding one of the war’s most controversial flashpoints: a humanitarian corridor intended to deliver aid to civilians in Gaza.

“This was the worst thing I’ve ever done,” says “Y.” “It was disgusting. You see people fight each other over food. Trampling, throwing sand, stealing. It’s chaos. We’re not trained for that. We’re infantry. We’re supposed to fight terrorists, not manage riots.”

Assigned to a corridor, one of the three Safe Distribution Sites in southern Gaza, “Y” was part of the Israeli effort to allow aid trucks into the Strip without empowering Hamas.

The system was coordinated with US aid officials and monitored by drones to weaken Hamas’s control over food distribution and, in turn, to pressure the group to agree to a ceasefire and release hostages.

“It made sense strategically,” he explains. “Take away their grip on aid, make life easier for civilians, and isolate Hamas. But on the ground, it turned into chaos.”

There are no lines. No supervision. It’s a stampede. They push, they stab, they throw sand at each other. Sometimes they trample the weak. We tried to bring some order, but the system collapsed from the start.

According to “Y,” thousands of civilians pour into the compound daily. “It’s the size of a football field, surrounded by sand berms and barbed wire. People arrive on foot, in cars, on motorcycles, or on horses. They carry sacks. There are no lines. No supervision. It’s a stampede. They push, they stab, they throw sand at each other. Sometimes they trample the weak. We tried to bring some order, but the system collapsed from the start.”

The site was supposed to have minimal friction. Instead, it became a magnet for chaos. People beat each other, shoved kids aside, filled bags with sugar and rice, then sprinted out while gangs waited to rob them.

What shocked “Y” most was how fast the humanitarian operation turned into disorder. “The site was supposed to have minimal friction. Instead, it became a magnet for chaos. People beat each other, shoved kids aside, filled bags with sugar and rice, then sprinted out while gangs waited to rob them.”

He says that on several occasions, those trying to loot aid would hide among the crowd, then attempt to breach the sand barriers in groups. “They timed it. Always just before or just after the drones passed over. It wasn’t spontaneous.”

They take it from civilians and resell it. We’ve arrested people doing it. Some are Hamas. Some are just opportunists. But it’s organized. It’s how Hamas keeps people dependent.

The danger didn’t end inside the compound. Outside, “Y” says, Hamas terrorists and criminal gangs waited to rob those who managed to secure food. “They take it from civilians and resell it. We’ve arrested people doing it. Some are Hamas. Some are just opportunists. But it’s organized. It’s how Hamas keeps people dependent.”

Despite international reports of starvation, “Y” is emphatic: “There’s no starvation. That’s a lie. They get food twice a day, tons of it. There are restaurants open in Gaza. Thai places. Cafés and dessert shops. I’ve seen better homes there than in parts of Israel.”

If there’s malnutrition in Gaza, it’s because Hamas wants it. They have the food, and they block it. They want the photos of skinny children. That’s their weapon.

He directly rejects reports of starvation in Gaza. “There is no one collapsing from hunger. That’s a blood libel. If there’s malnutrition in Gaza, it’s because Hamas wants it. They have the food, and they block it. They want the photos of skinny children. That’s their weapon.”

He draws a comparison rarely heard in the international press. “Saudi Arabia bombed the Houthis for 10 years and sent 5,000 trucks of aid, but there was no global outrage. Israel has been bombing Hamas, a terrorist organization, for 21 months and has sent more than 23,000 aid trucks into Gaza, but is somehow accused of starving Gaza.”

Israel’s security establishment, meanwhile, maintains that it has not restricted the flow of humanitarian aid into Gaza. Since May 19, the government reports that nearly 4,500 aid trucks have entered the Strip via two channels: through US-operated distribution centers that supply weekly food packages, and through UN-coordinated deliveries of flour, baby food, and ingredients for bakeries and communal kitchens.

Officials report that 50% of the aid goes through each channel, and that more than 1.5 million food packages and 2,500 tons of baby food have reached civilians. As of this week, however, the contents of some 950 trucks remain uncollected on the Gazan side of crossings, with Israel blaming UN agencies for delays in distribution.

That frustration peaked on July 20, when international headlines reported that Israeli troops had opened fire on civilians waiting for food. “Y” says he was there and that nothing about that morning resembled the story broadcast to the world.

According to his account, the incident began the night before. On July 19, around 10 p.m., eight to ten aid trucks arrived at the site. The delivery was standard procedure, meant to prepare for morning distribution. But soon after, a crowd began to approach.

“They weren’t supposed to be there. It was closed. They saw the trucks and came to loot,” he says. “We fired warning shots. No one was hurt. They left, for the time being.”

The army had posted the opening times on Palestinian Facebook groups. Drones circled overhead, broadcasting in Arabic: “The site will open at 9 a.m. Do not approach.” “Y” says the instructions were clear, constant, and public.

Around 2 a.m., a small team was sent to a forward position one kilometer from the corridor, at a junction of several dirt paths. Their role was to intercept any suspicious movement before it reached the aid zone.

The soldiers observed the area from a rooftop position, scanning the dark for signs of infiltration. “It was a small force. Maybe ten people. No one expected what came next,” says “Y.”

At approximately 4:30 a.m., flashlights appeared near a greenhouse. Voices echoed in the dark. Then came chants of “Allahu akbar.”

This wasn’t just a spontaneous crowd. It was coordinated.

“That’s when it became obvious; this wasn’t just a spontaneous crowd,” he says. “It was coordinated.”

Four men emerged from behind the greenhouse. A warning shot was fired ten meters in front of them. They kept running. “Then four became a hundred. Then a thousand. All adult men. No women. No children. Just men running straight at us.”

The soldiers were surrounded on three sides, with the food trucks behind them. “We heard Kalashnikov fire from behind the crowd. We didn’t see who fired it, but we heard it clearly,” he says.

Nothing stopped them, not the drones, not the megaphones, not flash grenades or warning shots. In the end, we fired. There was no other choice.

With the mass approaching within 100 meters, a standing order was given: defend the position. “Nothing stopped them, not the drones, not the megaphones, not flash grenades or warning shots. In the end, we fired. There was no other choice.”

“Hamas had two goals,” he says. “Steal the food and provoke a tragedy they could film.” According to “Y,” the same group had tried to storm the site at 10 p.m. and again at 2 a.m. “They came back stronger. More people. More vehicles. Gunfire behind them. They knew what they were doing.”

“Y” describes intense restrictions placed on Israeli soldiers guarding the corridor. “We weren’t allowed to engage unless it was life-threatening. That’s how Hamas exploited it. They knew we had limits. They sent the crowd ahead like a shield. And when things exploded, the cameras were already rolling.”

We had to choose between protecting the mission and being slaughtered on a rooftop. And then we get called war criminals.

The moral complexity, he says, is unbearable. “We had to choose between protecting the mission and being slaughtered on a rooftop. And then we get called war criminals.”

What angers him most is how quickly the story was rewritten. “By midday, headlines were saying we shot starving civilians. That’s not what happened. It wasn’t a line for food. It was a violent attempt to overrun the corridor.”

Telegram channels later published the names of the dead. “All adult males. No women. No children.”

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